Princesa

Some lovely new poems by Princesa of Switzerland!
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i miss you
in the morning i awake from the same dream
the dream is to hug you for hours
to kiss you for days
to dance with you for months
to fly with you for years
and to love you forever
but now i realize it's just a dream
i will scream for hours
suffer for days
cry for months
miss you for years
and love you forever
i live the whole day in pain
even if i laugh there's the feeling
you're missing by my side
you're missing in my life
there's a deficiency of your spell
in the night i can't sleep
cry a million tears in vain
i scream inside and you can't hear me
it feels like life's removing me from reality
but when i reached the wall
i try to climb it,
but there's no one who helps me
and i fall back to the bottom
i weep and the wound
is bigger than ever before
and i still miss you..
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lullaby
crying is senseless
but you gave me a reason to stop it
every night it was the same pain
who stole me the sleep
the same knife who hurted me
but now i've got the magic
of your voice that puts me to sleep
to listen to you is to be suddenly protected
so i can sleep,
innocent and peaceful as a baby
it's because of your lullaby
i'm protected from demons
and ghosts every dark night
in my cruelst nightmare you take my hand
in the scariest houses of spirits
you are the savior by my side
and you are always a light in a lost world
you accompany me
through forgotten deserts
and burning oceans
you heal my bleeding wounds
and i want to thank you
for keeping my life
through every single night!
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your spell
in your eyes i can see dancing butterflies
let me see in it and i'll dance with them for you
on your skin i can feel pleasure sweeter than honey
let me touch it and i'll live this pleasure forever
upon your lips i can sense a passion, burning like a fire
let me kiss them and i will keep the fire for my lifetime
in your breath i can taste the touch of your wild spirit
join it with mine and your spirit will never become dead!
(This one can be read in German on Del's site)
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my request
just a look in my face is not enough
you have to touch me
don't run away
i need you by my side
and if you once would try it
i'd lay you in chains
so you never could escape
don't deceive me
or i will cry forever
don't defeat me
or i will weep forever
you don't know what i'm able to do
i will always follow your footsteps
you will never be alone
i will lay my life in your hands
throw it away or keep it
i don't care
destroy my soul or tear my heart
but please, just don't leave my life!!
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The Ocean
Tonight the black ocean seems
to me like a thousand tears
and the silver of the moon
reminds me of a million feelings
No sound around me,
just the roar of the waves
and they still let me dream
I wish I could just show you this
to cry the thousand tears with you
and to feel these feelings with you
to tell you the dreams I dreamed
I tremble because the cold night let me freeze
in the dark sky I can see something
that makes me afraid and I feel fear
when I look above
and the wind whispers something in my ear
I don't understand
I just wish I could bring you
here to this place
I'd supplicate you to give me the warmth
I need to survive the coldness
to put your arms around me
and take away my fear
because you've got the strong arms
where I feel protected
to let you explain to me
the meaning of the wind's words
maybe they could be the solution to all
but without your help
I'll never understand them!
*
drink from me and live forever
the darkness of your eyes
the whispers on your lips
and the shadows of you body
they drive me crazy
it's just like you'd join innocence with sin
it feels like a warm river
would cross me inside
stay...
bite into my neck, come...
i won't scream
i will love you yet more for it
i fear you
but the fear feels like pleasure
i'm addicted to your bites
don't stop can't you see i'm not crying
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nightmare
this castle of cruelty
it has no single door
you can see no brightening light inside
there's no prince living in it
it's died without a life
i live in it every night
i escape from white ghosts
while i hide from three headed demons but before i had the chance
to scream for your help i am haunted of dark monsters
with glowing eyes
and i fear the spirits
behind my back
but suddenly there's a flash in the night
it takes me over
there's a warmth by my side
i've never felt before you are the only hope
in this forgotten nightmare
i lie in a big, silky bed without a bottom
the wind howls around black corners
it seems to me like the calling
of a thousand suffering people
men in chains, losing life and bleeding souls
wailing voices of the past
the dark seems like a forever lost heart
but i can feel a breath in my neck
it's you
you've come to save me from the dark
so i can forget to cry
every night and run alone
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bleeding end
demoniacal fear, leave me!
let me be free again
don't take away my heart,
don't kill my last faith;
savior, hear my cries of pain!
show me the way to bed
show me the way to warmth
heal me and never leave me alone!
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