41
You canot learn to love
Love must teach you.
My love is my idol
my superstar.
He came to me
suddenly one day
And now all earth
is not enough
for all I wish to give him.
I adore his face
his tight jeans
on his perfect long legs.
He walks like a God
My heart he turned into a flower
that expects his kisses
or it will die.
My eyes want to eat him
but he is forbidden fruit
wish-refused!
But after all
I do not complain
I musn't complain
I still have him
down there
in my crying soul
Or he have me
I wouldn't know
No I couldn't escape from love
Love runs to me
All the time!
42
You are my silent suffering
Because I don't talk about you
with anyone.
Asleep, Spanish boy
You are my dangerous adventure
which I never know
how and where it will end.
My years are passing by
like a cold deep river
throwing me on you
over and over again.
I wonder, do you hear
my calling night after night?
I cannot fight against the flame
what grows
soon it will swallow me
Please find me,and save me
I will be grateful to you
Be day to my night
and we will have a poem
that I would never
want to finish!
43
I pray for love
when your light
fills me completely.
When you are not
near me
it is not the same.
I am a year
with good and bad days
You change me.
There are times
when I am crazy for you,
and when I don't love you,
and when I am angry at you,
and when I hate you.
But all this
I would never
give for a different life
You are part of me
like I am part of world
With rays of softness
you pull me out
from coldness
in which we
are living!
44
You,my beloved one
are a simple man
who has a big heart.
I take it like a present
to my heart
Ours will beat separately
but still together.
I am not afraid of lies
because I will not hear them.
Truth is everything, you know...
big smile
and face without
false mask.
I love you for today,
tomorrow and yesterday
for all months, years
and silly ideas.
You made me think
about myself
in a different way.
Thank you
for all that
Thank you
for the hope!
45
I am a love warrior
who fights battles for you.
With inner energy
I can win for sure.
You are so exciting,
and strong
You pour new life into me
when my heart starts dying.
Here are long, long stairs
at the top of them
you are standing.
I must come to you.
That is my mission.
I feed myself
with love
so that I never give up
so that I will never
be hungry.
And leave all weakness
behind, sure in victory.
I gather words
which you will hear
and put shine
in my eyes.
I pray nature
and all forces
to be on my side.
And you will
taste relief
when I cross the last step
and share tears and laugh with you.
I will forget
all my old loves
Because together
we will be
on the top of the world.
46
Rain is falling down
Thunder threatens the sky
I spent all my thoughts on you
and I want more,
so much, much more.
My body is a fortress
to all except you
You will first take off
with me on your hands
So give me a signal
like a rope
for which I will hold myself.
You will be an honored guest
with special treatment.
Take a coin
and throw it in the fountain
make a wish
and that is me.
I am your possession
do with me
whatever you like
I will not run away!
Be my ruler
find out the enigma
pour new energy
in my femininity!
47
I was traveling with north stars
maybe they know
where I need to go.
On the way only misery
and love in an empty suitcase.
I have been on top of the mountain
and to the deep silent sea
looking for an explanation
about my long lost dream
and look what I have found:
wild black hair
two dark eyes
with future in sight.
If I knew who sent you to me
I would give you back
because my soul can't give you anything.
Because you are meant to be
another woman's lover.
I run, I live for you
and you inspired me so much
I will continue running
and making progress
for what you will not hear
it would do you harm
I don't want to spoil
your clean thoughts.
So go to your bride
She is waiting!
48
Can you tell me
where our train
is taking us?
I am longing
to change directions
Oh, why is it so hard
when you need to speak
when I'm looking for sound
I'm finding silence.
Captured in my world
you don't find me here.
It is satisfaction
that you understand.
Still, you are growing
when I give a smile
You think
it is only for you
actually, it is for us both
I am under the curse
and trying to break it
Somehow,
it doesn't work.
Heart and soul
are young
and still very weak;
I let myself
be taken in your hands
and to this drive
to nowhere!
49
Men beyond the screen
Stick swords in my heart
I lie down,
bleeding, moaning
But instinct calls me
upon my feet again
He doesn't know how to surrender
Like a sailor
on a dangerous wild sea
I listen to that voice in me
it sounds almost like poetry
Half of me
desperately waits
for the opportunity
which may come
The other half
is in a sleepy station
ready for leaving.
Something hot
still floats
through my veins
I am a street
without end
endless, immortal
"Living well
is the best revenge"--
Triumph!
50
Seeking for myself
in me
Knowing that something
is not like before
It is new
Just a thought, maybe
ticking in the brain
it is in my bones
not very pleasant!
Like a wind
but not so recognized
I don't know
where are you?
it is important to me
or maybe to you
It is impossible
to dislike you,
say no
but it must be said:
You are only
a face on the screen
where you live
from where
you feed my heart
with sweet words
Between our seas
is land
that we will never
cross together
Above on the sky
are stars
which will never
fall down for me
I believed in magic and heroes
so now I am
without any of that
Why?
Because it is time
for moving on!
51
Above my house
on the endless sky
sea-gull in free dance
with yellow sun
Sharp cry
from his throat
pulls me out
I am happy
nothing more;
just happy
And I fly
on strong wings of love!
You are here
I feel warmth
by my side.
I fly up and down
around and around,
everything is me
and I am everything.
You are freedom,
I know it so well
float floppy cloud
flame in torch
when darkness covers the day
Breaking waves, I hear
coming from the endless sea
Dance in the air
slow rain
of your kissess!
52.
I am here again
near a golden river
My reflection
she carries away
Smells of love
Coming from the depth
I hear your sweet melody
A tune of the artist
Because of that beauty
I felt for an artist
and became one as well
The river allows me
to dream on her shores,
to be part of your life
even if it is only
a play in my head.
I am not sorry
that you don't belong to me;
I am pleased
to be free
like you!
53.
Thunder, late hour
my song floats
through big old oak
and falls on heap
of leaves on the ground.
I bring you a red rose
that blossoms in love
Red like wine
that a lover drinks
You are just like it
your hands are warm
like the petals touching my fingers.
Like the last picture on TV
the last feel of delicates
I never stay too long
to see your eyes on me
You can't follow me
I am still a rosebud
fresh and closed.
You need hope
which I can't give.
But say my name
to please us both....
54.
I love you
although the distance
is the cruel judge
who for justice doesn't care
I am counting
days and nights
dreaming of the smell of summer
chasing the moon...
My dear, my friend
from that other side
I am sending you
kisses and silly ideas
which are too long
on white cold paper
so they can remind you
of your little beggar.
If you meet her
only once in your life
she will give you blessing
for many happy years
and just forget
that one tear
is shining
in the corner
of her eye!
55.
Once more I will run to you
and hold your hand in mine
for a long,long time
In those eyes
your decision I will need
Like a silk
you are slipping
from my fingers
going back to Her
back again and again.
I miss your love,
You, to be
close and eager
tired or a fresh star
whistling to me.
I am puzzled,
sad and angry
All my energy
has almost forsaken me
And only thing I can do
is look at you
and think
that once
you will become
a long rainbow
under which
you will let me through!
56.
It is easy
to love absolutely
but hard
not knowing
do you realise that?
Easily you put
curiosity in me
but sometimes
it's hard to keep
my heart from you.
Easy it is to become
a star in your sky
but it must be hard
to reach you on it.
How easily I knit
various thoughts
but hard to remain
the usual person.
Easily I often
make myself happy
even later
it's hard to let
that feeling go!
My mouth
easily sings for you
but hardly will I ever
learn your notes!
57.
Your love
is home to me now
Please do
that I don't
make myself
lonely anymore;
That I hear
wonderful beauty of sound
that makes my heart.
Every second
I give my peace
and waking
all wild nature inside
Unforgettable feeling
that I get from you
is the meaning
and direction
of our nearly
connected lives!
58.
I found him
one morning
on my pillow
sleeping next to me
and thought,it is a boy,
so I gave him a kiss.
But when his eyes
look directly at me
I saw Her,
I hear Her laugh
He didn't say a word
and I didn't know
how to approach any more.
That morning
I realised how love
can hurt people.
She is invisible
but sweet and cruel;
His heart is alcatraz,
I know that now
Because, too often
I think of him.
She is a queen
but deep in his side
I will be kept forever
and never found
right way out!
59.
You are the artist
of my steady dreams
I can't get used
to silence from you
it makes unbearable tension
I am impatient
for our happiness
when somewhere
out there
people go by hand in hand.
All my nights are heavy
and days, days disappear
before I even see its light
Believe me, my words on paper
can't unite me with you
But if you could
and truly wish
to be just mine
I am not sure
will it be
as it is now?
In my mind
your eyes
are a million golden pieces
they are like stars
who belong
up in the sky!
60.
In the elegant mode
of a new day
I depend on one attractive figure
who marked a place
on my wall and in my heart.
That indefinite feeling
for years of wonder in me
Since that first day
the world around me
is more colourful
more live and varied;
Love is a spark,
her land are we,
and our emotions.
There she raises a garden
and every flower in it
is one beat of hearts
and one smile for the chosen.
Dear love, your arrows
didn't forget about me either--
Thank You for that gift!
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